part one.
i choose to just cancel any future posts about Amnesia Boy. i just don't see any point of writing blog entries about him, just a waste of time i guess?
okay, done!
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part two.
i am actually writing this blog because i want to rant a lot on twitter and on facebook but i can't. i don't want to rape my followers and friends with my BV posts. so... if you're reading this entry and you find me so negative, it's not my fault. you chose to click the link, and you chose to stay and read.
anyway, pwedeng magtagalog? hmm...
hindi ko na mabilang 'yung maraming beses na nangyari sa akin 'to. someone attends my class...our class, and then befriends me, ganito-ganyan, sasabihin na, "hey, i wanna be part of your crew." ako naman, "okay..." poker face, hindi nagpapakita ng ayaw, hindi rin naman nagpapakita ng excitement.
hindi naman sa ipinagdadamot ko 'yung group, it's just that to be part of our company, hindi lang naman skills at talent ang importante. i am after the character, that's my primary concern. kung babagay ba sa ugali ng group, kung gaano kapursigido 'yung tao.
anyway, i try my best to be nice and reach out. malay ko naman one of them have the potential talaga. i cannot judge. ang hindi ko lang siguro kayang maatim eh, when i am about to invest my time and effort, itong taong tinulungan mo or at least tried to help is boom--wala na, nangabilang-bakod? (i don't know the proper term to use).
of course, anyone has the right to choose his own path. pero naiirita lang ako na how some kids nowadays seem to lack that paninindigan...kung anong sinabi, panindigan mo. hindi naman lahat ng gusto makukuha agad, right? for example, sasabihin mo sa akin na you wanna be part of my crew then next week or tomorrow makikita na lang kita you're part of a different group na agad? labo... sana hindi nagbibitiw ng salita / paasa / talk-shit / sugar-coating. 'yung totoo lang... sabihin mo lang na: "ambisyoso ako, i wanna be part of any group, pwede ba kayo?" i won't take it against you. at least you're being honest. kapag sinabi kong hindi then i see you somewhere else, fine with me talaga. walang samaan ng loob pag ganyan.
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ow well, papel. baboosh!
